March 31, 2005


When you think of your past love,
you may view it as a failure.But when you find a new love,
you view the past as a teacher.
In the game of love, it doesnt really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on and
when to let go!

You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if his or her happiness means that you are not part of it.
Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesnt love you back,
dont be afraid to love someone else again,
for you will never know unless you give it a try.
You will never love a person you love unless you
risk for love.

Love strikes in hurting.If you dont get hurt, you dont learn how to love.
Love doesnt hurt all the time.
Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow.

Dont find love, let love find you.
That is why it is called falling in love because you dont force yourself to fall.
You just fall.
You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters.
If you want to go on, then you have to leave thepast as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.
It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.
The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and

holding on when you need to let go.
We lose someone we love only when we are destined

to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.
On falling out of love, take some time to heal and
then get back on the horse.
But dont ever make the same mistake of riding the same one
that threw you the first time.

To love is to risk rejection;
to live is to riskdying,
to hope is to risk failure.
But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risking nothing!
To reach for another is to risk involvement,

to expose your feelings is to expose true self.
To love is to risk not to be loved in return.

How to define love;
fall but not stumble,
be constant but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand,
hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife.
It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful
images into the soul that always last for a lifetime.

Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling.
It should inspire you and give you joy and strength.
But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.

Loving people means giving them the freedom that
they choose to be and where they choose to be.
Loving someone means giving him or her the freedom
to find his or her way, whether it lead towards
you or away from you.

Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken, no matter how scary or painful,
for only then you will experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.
Only love can hurt your heart,

fill you withdesire and tear you apart.
Only love can make you cry and only love knows why.

If you are not ready to cry,
if you are not readyto take the risk,
if you are not ready to feel the pain,
then you are not ready to fall in love.

There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love
because every time we do,
we get hurt, then I figured that is why it is
called falling in love.

Whatever happened, dont give up!
It is just a trial.
Have faith in yourself and cheer up.
When you decide to love, allow it to grow.
When you promise to love, refuse to let it die!

May all my friends find their true love and be with their loved ones forever.
Life is short, just do whatever you want or feel like to...

Just don't regret it later...

Take the risk
Face the consequences
Then only you know how =D

March 28, 2005

cnm lab = browse internet lab

hello...skang ni kat dlm lab cnm..
takpenah pay attention dlm lab ni
tatau la knape..
maybe sbb tak phm kot..
kadang2 tu kesian gak kat tutor yg mengajar
mesti dieorg tension dpt student like me..
nak wat camne..dah mmg i'm like this..
tp kan..
takdela slalu wat camtu..kadang2 jer..
bile aku terasa bosan n ngantuk n tak phm jer..
smlm kan..main tuka2 hadiah
best2! =D
i got a beg from Fa..
i love it!
hihi..tq Fa..
pastu smlm kiteorg due rumah..v3bt1 n v3bt2 gi kuar mkn
mkn ramai2..nyum..nyum..sedap
total of ppl = 22 no. of cars = 5
hehehe..ramai kan..tu yg best tu..
kiteorg sume mkn kat tempat yg mkn steamboat ari tu
owner kedai tu pun dah knal.. =)
smlm mkn smpi sakit best la..
puas ati la sbb sgt kenyang..
balik dr mkn tu..bc cvid jap then tdo ngan gembira nye..
hihihi..sbb...bkn sbb kenyang tp sbb dapat dgr suara baby..
thanks for calling last nite baby..
suke dgr suara starting to miss you already =(
okay la...takmo ckp lebey2..nnt kang rindu..bahaya la.
hihi...gtg..chow...adios..buhbye =D

March 26, 2005

mistake..mistake...sori everyone

another mistake had been made..
what a day..
everything seemed to go on well
but then something happened
my mistake my fault
cian kat org tu
mesti die dah byk bersabar
i think one day sure die meletup
abis lai
dunno la what to do
tried to change
i guess i need more time
more time to know myself n others
sumtimes ade conflict ngan diri sendiri
ntah la..i need to change
susah nye nak berubah
take it slow..n steady..
hope bole gembira kan org lain
ape ntah arini nye blog..
diri sendiri pun tak phm..

March 24, 2005

power of love?!@##1?

ni cite bout a very interesting nite-->19/3/05. like any other saturday nite, i spend it with baby, so mlm sakit pinggang yg amat sgt. huhu..okla pegila turun n meet baby. then decide nak mkn kat mane. i told him then ija n her bf mkn kat v1. so kiteorg pun pegila v1.
jauh sgt..letey..pinggang pun bertambah sakit. huhu... =(
jln..jln..jln...byk kali gak stop sbb tak larat. huhu... =(
jln la lagi. then mase smpi kat old irc tu..tibe2 angin kuat. mcm nak hujan. guruh pun ade gak..
so i told him.."nak hujan la".."kang basah..then demam.."
he said.."takpe..leh wat cite hindustan.."huhu.. =(
kiteorg continue gak perjlnan ke v1
jln..jln..jln. then bile smpi kat sane..
what a surprise?!!?!?!
cafe v1 tutup...
hmm...nape ija tak bgtau ek?????nape tak selisih ngan die ek?????
~~~i wonder why???~~~~ =(...
ngan perut yg lapa, pinggang yg sakit n kaki yg letey..
jln la balik=(
pastu gi la mkn kat cafe usm. huhu..disbbkan tak larat sgt.
i didn't eat...just drank. then kiteorg pun balik..
huhu..tak larat nye...byk kali gak stop...stop kat lembaran
then continue lagi
jln..jln..jln.. last..~~~~
smpi pun..
we said gudbyes n i went up
naik2 jer trus prepare diri utk tdo
~~~~next morning~~~~
"ija...ija mkn katne smlm??"
"v1 tutup tau...nape tak bgtau v1 tutup?"
"penat tau smlm jln jauh2.."
ija said..."lor aku mkn kat v1 la"
"bukak jer..mane ade tutup..ko ni gi mane?"
"alamak....v1= jaya la....bkn v5 lame"
wrong place!!!!!
malu gile!!!!!!!
i wonder why baby pun tak realize...huhuhuu....
interesting....ija kata smlm panas..
but then i told her smlm mane ade panas
sejuk jer...angin kuat jer...then ija said..
"kuasa cinta...."
~~~~~the end~~~~~~

March 22, 2005


hepi day!!why??
ape lg if it's not spending time with baby=)
hehe..arini gi irc ngan baby
nak cari journal for DC
then jumpe la one book ni
ade byk journal dlm tu
skang ni tinggal nk pilih jer
assignment ni due lmbt lagitp rase nk wat gak
eh..takde la lmbt sgtnxt wk jer...hikhik
nway gi irc then gi mkn.
arini kejap je..
due2 letey...

March 20, 2005

back to my hectic life

welcome back to all my friends
how's da hols?
i spend most of it 'lepaking' at home.
malas nak kuar or do nything..
saving my energy for another hectic life after da hols..
i think it's gonna be worst..huhu..
God, pls give me all da strength to face it..
actually i came back a day early..
i thought i wanna finish some of da work but then...
ehem..ehem...i occupied it with some other stuff
hehe..well...what can i do...i'm still a human being..
can't resist all the temptations =D muahahaha...
so many excuses rite??hihih...nvrmnd just ignore it..
it is still early in da peaceful..haaa.......calm... la...i wont sleep..
i had enuff rest yesterday already..
honey, thanks for coming back early too
thanks for being patient with me yesterday..
sori..sakit pinggang la baby..huhu.. to seeing ur smile...mcm smlm...
happy jer...=D
okla gtg...hehe..ade org tu can not sleep
so die ajak breakfast..kwangkwangkwang :D
jom mandi!!!buhbye!!!

March 10, 2005

a few more hours till freedom for a week

yay!!test dc dah abis..skang ni kena focus cnm n cvid lak...
cepat la dtg esk..huhuhu.tak larat dah nak stadi sume ni.
byk gile nak bace.letey.rase cam otak dah tepu.
arini rasenye tense sbb kena stadi byk..bkn sbb lain kot
i hope not..pls tired of feelin guilty, fed-up, bored n yg sewaktu dgn nye..
ermm...tatau la nak blog ape kali ni.
idea kering sbb byk sgt knowledge dlm otak ku ini...huhu.
saba ek brain..cian die..letey ek.takpe nnt i bg u rest lame2 kay.. =)
aarggghhhh...aaaakkkk..huhu...seriously cepat la abis sume test.
abis cepat2 n then leh rilex2. br la best.
okay la end kat cni.
cont stadi jom!!!
i can face this!!!!!!!!
baby....bgn la...tak aci die bole tdo..huhuh..
bgn la baby...bgn..bgn...
esk baby ade test gak kan.
all da best!
wat leklok ek.
muahhhss n hugs for you...=)
babai......the end?!#$#%$^%&%^

March 09, 2005

nak wat presentation skang...

now kat dlm dc lab..
huhu..kena wat presentation..
cepat la fatin ooiii...
nnt ko ckp la kat depan tu...kiteorg bg moral supprt jer..
kuihiks =D
ape ek tajuk ni...emmm..ring algorithm..
simple je algorithm ni...hehe
"nak berlakon kah??"
"elok gak korang act..lg senang.."
hmm..okla nak join discussion..
bye2..semangat ni nak berlakon..=)

March 08, 2005


yay!! another week to go...
another week to feel stressed..
another week to try to understand him..
another week to semester break =)
smlm ade test cpm...
tatu la nak comment ape..
dah la salah kire...
pastu jawapan pun salah..
waaaa... =( nk wat camne dah lps..
gotta let it go and start living a new life :)
actually skang ni rase nak balik umah
rindu giler kat umah..
miss my parents n my bros
lame tak jumpe..
ntah ape ape ntah ;P
pastu skang ni tgh lyn lovey dovey mood utk org lain
letey la..
nak bgtau tak smpi ati
nak lovey dovey pun jgn la libatkan me too
sumtimes bole la lyn tp bile dah lame..meluat gak
huhu..dah la tu..try bg hint pun tak phm2.
letey..letey..ape la nasib ku....
skang ni rase cam byk gak la perubahan to myself, surrounddings n etc.
now da most improtant thing is learning to adjust to all of the changes
hey..changes are good rite???hmm...huhuhu..hope so(crossing my fingers)
bole nak change but takes a long time..
me dah la stubborn..huhu..takpe..slowly la kay.
ape la yg me ngarut2 sendiri tak phm..hahaha.
hmm..dis week ade byk test.
ari khamis nnt ade dc then friday ade cvid and cnm.
riso gak la cz tatau ape yg blaja.huhu.
tp ape2 pun nak score gak! i wanna score this sem!
ape lagi ek????ooo..lupe lak
to my baby-->>all da best honey in all of ur test.
jgn giveup kay..take it slow.i know you can do it!
i love you so much and i miss you =(...hope bole jumpe nnt before hols.
i guess that's all.nak cont stadi.byk lagi nak kena stadi ni..huhu
you can do it sarah!!!-->>cheering for myself ;)

March 05, 2005


today i can say that i spend da whole day my baby
it was a lot of fun..
pagi2 dah gi bfast ngan die.
then we went to da talk about society..
i wonder why da heck did i go..hmm?????
tatau la ape yg masuk cz i was busy remembering some notes
i have tonnes of test next week..huhuhu...kena prepare myself..
nak score nih!!!
after da talk..kiteorg gi jln2 then had last makan..
dlm hall td perut dah berbunyi- bunyi..hihi..nasib la pelan if tak malu jer..
dah kenyang perut then kiteorg pun balik...
arini da main activity is E.A.T.I.N.G =D
then nite came...
very lookin forward to it.. :)
my first formal dinner with baby..
eventhough hujan lebat giler..
i enjoyed it every single second..
this might be da last formal dinner with him so better enjoy
da food was so- so
ainul was there too
it was grreaaatt!!
zaty ade...zeara ade..wafi...emmm...ade lg org kat meja tu..
sume my batch..
a day to remember????

March 03, 2005

sumTHinG 2 poNDer

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

March 01, 2005

hari yg biase jer...

today nothing much really happened
as usual..bgn pagi, take a shower and study HCI a bit.
tatau la masuk ke tak..wasn't feeling that well.
smlm sakit perut tahap max..huhu.
cian my baby..tak enjoy pun.sori honey.
pagi td to make it up for yesterday,
i asked him to have breakfast with me.
hope u enjoyed it honey.
then kul 11 gi class.
arini CPM blaja chapter 6..
project time management..hihi
then gi DC..aarkk so bosan...tak phm..
lain kali kena bace dulu sblm gi class.
then gi HCI lab.
esk ade tak abis lagi stadi.ade lg 2 chap.
mlm nnt abis kan.hope esk leh jwb. =)
after HCI lab gi print notes.then mkn lunch.
ingat nk stadi tp i end up on the bed..hohoh..
sleepy la...tak larat..feel totally exhausted.

even though tdo only for 5 mins..rase cam lame gile tdo.
aaahhh..bestnye tdo td...hihihi.
ingat nk ponteng BCL tp cian kat bgn la.
siap2 then gi bilik fatin...
hah??!!! sampai hati fatin ni...huuh
ingat kan die gi rupe2nye die masih lagi di atas katil..
cet...ingatkan die nk gi..wat penat je siap...n wat penat je cian kat die
hampeh tul la ko ni... =p
pegi je la class sbb dah siap...
then balik tapau mee goreng kat cafe
naik bilik kena struggle nak bukak pintu
kunci rosak, so susah ckit nk bukak.
lps dah struggle sampai berpeluh- peluh baru la bole.
after shower mkn dinner.
pedas lak mee ni. br je nak baik sakit perut..
rase cam nnt sakit balik je..huhuhu..hope not.
then br la end up here...blabing bout what had happened today. roomate sempat lg tdo...letey ek...cian.
okla nak gi study HCI.
nak score esok!!!
yay!!! =D