November 22, 2007

Dedicated to Him

Alicia Keys - No One

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry ‘coz
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try
Try to divide
Something so real
So till the end of time
I’m telling you that
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
oh oh oh ...

November 20, 2007

just some writings.

the girl sat at her desk and stares blankly at the screen.
her body is there but her mind seemed to trailed off some where outside..
she's feeling so far off. she wants to be away from people and just have a moment just to herself.
a time to ponder and give a thought about her life.
what happened?
how did she end up here? at this place and at this time?
who was she??
her questions starts to bloom..one by one...what if she had done other things? how would her life be right now? would it be as mixed up as it is right now? would it be good?fair?bad?what if that and what if this....
hmmmmm.........the power of what if...people can wonder far...

exactly one month from now, he'll be comin home.
cant wait to see him eventhough if it's only for a glimpse. at least my miss him feelin would be cure. he's doin a lot fine now. more stable and he's happy. i like him happy. :)

another day of doin my work. i feel better today cause someone said something that soothes me.
the word appreciate..it makes a huge impact on me today.i was feeling a bit down and stressed but this guy came and just asked me "how's things, sarah?" then i don't really know what happened, i just let out my feelings. it feels great! then to make it better...he said..."i really appreciate the effort u put in. this is like the hardest customisation we've encounter.."
haa....that really make my day today...now i feel better and can work better.

syatul dear: happy birthday!

i pray to God to give me the strength to finish this project..amin.

November 07, 2007

safe and sound

he's off to labuan on 1st nov at 8.55 am.
we bid our goodbyes by sms.
he send his mms before he took off.
and now we are finally far apart.
he touched down at 11.55 am.
and sms me to tell me he's safe and sound.
i felt relieved and sad.
i was confusing myself with emotions.
i said to myself everythings gonna be alright.
i keep humming that particular song in my head.
he dozed off.
hope he's dreamin of me.
i wish him all da best.

it's been a few days already and he has settled down.
he got his apartment and car.
everything is costly there.
he smsed me to tell me that he got his bed.
now he needs to buy a fan.
money is pourin out like rain over there and i wish i could help but he said no.

i'm igonoring my miss him feelin so that i could live my day happily
and it's kinda hard.
i dare not to think about him but i still do.
there's nothing i nor him can do
except to just go with what God has planned for us.

we pray for this relationship to last
and pray that God will give us the courage and strength.