June 25, 2008

PHYSICOLOGY OF LOVE

just something to think about..got it from my friend

DON`T BE TOO GOOD , I`LL MISS U
DON`T BE TOO CARING, I MIGHT LIKE U
DON`T BE TOO SWEET, I MIGHT FALL FOR U
ITS HARD FOR ME TO LOVE U WHEN U WONT`T LOVE ME AFTER ALL
BOTTOM LINE : A PERSON WHO MAKES ME LOVES HIM/HER IS ACTUALLY A PERSON WHO LOVES ME MORETHAN I LOVE HIM/HER

IF SOMEONE COMES INTO YOUR LIFE AND BECOMES PART OF YOU
BUT FOR SOME REASONS HE COULDN`T STAY DON`T CRY TOO MUCH ..
JUST BE GLAD THAT YOUR PATHS CROSSED
AND SOMEHOW HE MADE U HAPPY EVEN FOR A WHILE
BOTTOM LINE: TIME WILL TELL IF HE`S YOURS HE WILL COME BACK

TWO TEAR DROPS WERE FLOATING DOWN THE RIVER
ONE TEAR DROP SAID TO THE OTHER :
"I`M THE TEARDROP OF A GIRL WHO LOVED A MAN AND LOST HIM.WHO ARE U?"
"I`M THE TEARDROP OF THE MAN WHO REGRET LETTING A GIRL GO.."
BOTTOM LINE:NO BODY WILL SYMPHATIZE A PERSON WHO CONSTANTLY LET CHANCES PASSES BY WITHOUT MAKING ANY EFFORTS TO SALVAGE. WE NORMALLY DON`T REALISE HOW IMPORTANT OUR LOVED AND CLOSED ONE ARE UNTIL THEY LEFT US, WE`LL START REMINISCENCES WHICH RESULTS MISERY

LOVE CAN MAKE U HAPPY ALTHOUGH OFTEN TIME IT HURTS
BUT LOVE IS ONLY SPECIAL IF U GV IT TO WHICH IT`S WORTH.
BOTTOM LINE: IF U FOUND SOMEONE WHO TRULY APPRECIATE U,HE/SHE DESERVES MORE

WHAT IF SOMEONE TELLS U THIS-I DONT BELIEVE IN COURTSHIP
IT`S JUST A WASTE OF TIME, IF I LOVE THE PERSON.
I`LL TELL HER RIGHT AWAY BUT FOR U I WILL MAKE AN EXCEPTION..
JUST LOVE ME NOW AND I`LL COURT U FOREVER
BOTTOM LINE: LOVE NEEDS TIME TO REALISE, THERE MIGHT BE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT BUT IT TAKES TIME TO LET ONE GRADUALLY DISCOVER THEIR AFFECTION TOWARDS ANOTHER, MISS HIM/HER WHEN HE/SHE IS NOT AROUND, HOPE TO HEAR FROM HE/SHE WHEN THE PERSON HAS NOT WRITTEN/CALLED

ITS ALWAYS BETTER TO HAVE FOUND THE COURAGE TO LOVE EVEN IF U LOSE IT IN THE END
RATHER THAN NEVER FOUND LOVE BECAUSE U WERE TOO AFRAID OF CHALLENGE BOTTOM LINE: DON`T GIVE UP IF U FACE/THINK THAT U HAVE COMPETITORS. IT`S ALWAYS BETTER TO TRY, IF U SUCEED, THE REWARD IS MORE THAN U CAN EXPECT..BUT IF U DON`T TRY/DONT SUMMONS UP THE COURAGE, U MIGHT LOSE THE ONE U LIKE/LOVE FOREVER

THE GREATEST CHALLENGE IN OUR LIFE IS TO FIND SOMEONE WHO KNOWS OUR FLAWS AND DIFFERENCES
AND YET STILL WILLINGLY EMBRACE U WITH SO MUCH LOVE
BOTTOM LINE: LOVE US A MEANS OF SELF GIVING AND SELF SACRIFICSING. IF HE/SHE KNOWS YOUR FLWAS AND STILL WILLING TO ACCEPT U, CONTINUE O LIKE/LOVE U AS U ARE OR EVEN MORE, BOY...U ARE LUCKY! THIS PERSON TRULY DESERVES YOUR LOVE AND ATTENTION....

THE SPACES BETWEEN OUR FINGERS WERE CREATED
SO THAT ANOTHER PERSON`S FINGERS COULD FILL THEM IN
BOTTOM LINE: OPEN YOUR HEART, LET PEOPLE LOVE U, NEVER DOUBT THEIR INTENTIONS, SINCERITY CAN BE FELT BY THE HEART

WHEN U LOVE, IT IS NOT FOR U TO BE UNDERSTOOD BUT FOR U TO UNDERSTAND; NOT FOR U TO TAKE BUT FOR U TO BE TAKEN ;
TO LISTEN NOT TO DICTATE;
TO SACRIFICE AND NOT TO DEMAND;
NOT TO COUNT OR TO MEASURE BUT TO LOVE

June 23, 2008

he's off again and quick update

i hate it when he has to go back to Labuan.
i hate it when we're far apart.
i hate it when i can't see him.
i hate it cause i know when he's off, i'm missing half of my heart.
i hate it cause he's not as sweet as he should be.

but..

i still love him.

~quick updates~

weekend was great. got to see him. i should have not see him. it makes me feel more sad cause i know he's not gonna be here long. it's better that way. not seeing him so u won't miss him or feel sad.

i visited my aunt. she's doin well. alhamdulillah. i spend most of the day layan kerenah my nieces and nephews. a bunch of lil kids fighting and playing. by the time i got back, i have a slight headache.ehe.but i felt good. seeing them happy makes me happy. i wish i was a kid again.then i won't have to think about so many things. and i won't know what love is.easy!

didn't meet up with dad cause it was late and i was still at my aunt's house. i hope that my cousin will loose weight cause i gave her my herbalife things.ehe. me no more using it cause me ok already.

still no one is coming to "sembur" at my taman. even though there's a few cases of dengue already. i don't what to say. i think the things work here is like this..wait until death occurs then only we come to provide the service we promise. even if you call the police or bomba, they will only come after your house have been robbed totally or your house burnt down already so they don't have to do the job anymore cause there will be no more chasing after the thief or no more need to put out fire. maybe i don't know how the system works and i think what ever the system that thay are using...SUCKS BIG TIME!

that's all. i feel good already.

toodaloo~~~~

June 18, 2008

wishes and wishes

look at what i got in my inbox this morning...

lots of wishes!!! :)






Thanks to All yg wish!!!



updates after lunch...


alhamdulillah.kenyang makan sotong n nasi.nyum2.sedap skali.bertambah sedap apabila di temani oleh rakan2 kesayanganku..Arina n Ija. terima kasih kerana makan bersama hari ini. dan saya telah membuat 'JOKE OF THE MONTH'. itula yg dikatakan oleh mereka berdua.huhuhu..of all da day..i made a funny joke on my own birthday..well at least i learned something that i was totally wrong of.ehehe...i'm becoming wiser..but don't trust my common sense..it could kill you.ehehehe...i made my friends laugh until tears streaming down.di sini saya ingin memberitahu Arina and Ija, sile la simpan JOKE itu.huhu..malu sy....rahsia n JOKE kite bertiga shj.if nak bgtau org lain kena tny permission saya dulu.ehehehe..


and saya dpt birthday present dr Ija..tengok ape sy dpt...


thank you so much dear!!!!!mari la kite gi membaca!

todaloooo~~~

June 17, 2008

one week off

hi,

i'm back. i'm talkin to myself again. this is what my blog is for.ahaks.for me to let out my heart. this blog is useful when i feel like pourin out stories.to those yg baca my blog, pleasa bear with my insanity.



i just got better. i was off for a week cause i got caught with some virus sumthing that made me so not well. i got poked a few times for the blood. ehehe. i think i love my blood too much. first time the blood won't come out.just itsy bitsy. then nurse poked another hole and a little came out.sayang darah...no wonder la i tak donate blood.uhuhuhu...imagine how long it would take me to fill up a bag............AGES!

i'm stuck with my work. can i do something else? i'm gettin tired of doing the report customization. can i do something else? aaaaaa...i just realize something..no wonder la i'm in no mood to do what-so-eva.....2moro i'll be one year older and hopefully wiser.patutla emo je.let me check ade kedut baru tak kat muka ku ini?????hmmm...takde..good!

arini ade keje fogging kat office.bole balik awal kah?the devil have shown its tail....eheheheheh.



next month...electric bill naik.hmm..ape la nak jadi.kesian kat org yg berpendapatan rendah. camne dieorg nak survive? ubah cara hidup, says the PM. how in the world do u expect people yg dah rendah income ubah cara hidup when they don't really have any choices? it's easier said than done my dear PM. u live lavishly, ur konco2 pun live lavishly...how bout trading places and see how u would do..i betcha not even for a day u'll survive. and then..kesian kat PET. just bcoz dieorg la pengeluar minyak negara, people are blaming them..they shouldn't blame PET. they should blame the government la..i wonder what happens to all the money PET pays???hmm..ooo..i know..it's for the 'wives' to go shopping in Milan and Paris.DUHHH!!my..oh..my..one thing for sure, the people today are not dumb anymore. u can't just say what ever today because one wrong word, people can hentam you back.i'm seeing all this banner being hung around..the credibility of a particualr person is on the edge of a cliff. people lost their trust already..a good leader have to win people's trust and it seems that u've lost that.so sad..so..so..sad..

eh..ape la yg ku membebel td?sah2 x sehat lagi.eheheh...kawin RM500 shj...waa..bestnye..murah..another 2 months to bandung..yippie!!!!!another 4 days to see him!!lagi double yippie!!



tudaloo~~~~

June 04, 2008

dedicated to my dear friend, ARINA

happy birthday my dear friend,
each day come and passes by,
we've known each other for quite some time,
but never a feeling of regret to have you as a friend,
just memories filled with tears and laughter,
making our lives bitter and sweet.
~~~~
i wish you all the joy and happiness,
on your special day this is,
and may this bond we have
last for a lifetime.
~~~~
love you, sis!