July 28, 2010

i'm having weird feelings

yep..i read it in reader's digest.

you know how sometimes you get the butterflies in your tummy? well i read this one article that this feeling is actually good. but the writer did not call it butterflies but he called the weird feeling.

he's a standup comedian and everytime he goes out on stage he will get the weird feeling. when he changed the terms of this to weird feeling, it actually boost his confidence level and made him believe that the show will be just fine. can i feel like that??aaaaaa...

ok now, let's go back to me.hehe.yes me. i'm having this weird feeling right now. i think it's because of the work that i have to do. oh dear. i really hope that everything goes well. the more i read the more i confused myself. oh no...what's happening to me. i'm more afraid of this then getting married!

i have to be strong. i'm going away to kangaroo land and you know how i am when i'm away from malaysia.boohoo...oh please pray that everything will be ok there....



oh...my back hurts lately. it's quite often now. usually i only have when it's coming to that time of the month.i feel so old.
now i have this...pinjam opismate nye.thank you.

July 19, 2010

thanks baby

i must say..towards nak kawin nih, my baby has done a very good job in handling stuff.
well he did forget to bring back his wedding book for the second time but he remembers all the things that needs to be settled.and with the short holiday he took, i am so proud because he managed to do all the things plus extra.well done sayangku.

hence, all the hard work he's done, now he has a fever.kesian baby. i'm not that worried because he's here so there's a lot of people can take care of him including me. if he was back in Labuan then i would be worried. my guy susah sikit nak makan ubat or see the doctor. if die sakit he would tahan and just rest. sometimes i kena membebel panjang lebar just to make him go to the doctor.nanti dah kawin tak membebel dah.heret je sayang ke klinik. nasib i reti drive.hehehe..

today we're finally gonna go make our invitation card for the wedding. all of my dear friends are so worried that i haven't made the cards yet. so my dear friends, jangan riso dah. i'm gonna go do the cards today.nasib ayah pun approved walaupun die still tak dapat imagine how the card is.hehehe...i dah tunjuk gamba pun die sengeh..."ayah taktau la rupe die...takleh nak imagine..tp nampak okla.buat je la." i even did some sample for him then he said, "still tak tau camne it will turn out because ni kertas a4 putih je...tak sama"oh well...i don't know what else to do. takpela ayah.tunggu je la hasil card tersebut.

last saturday, went to see Kak Su. baby wanted to alter a bit of his tux but then tak jadi. end up, i yang fitting baju reception.hehehe. Kak Su ckp, "ni kecik kan perut ni sikit.kak su amik measurement baju nikah..aritu fitting ok je..kecik kan sikit tau"HAHAHAHAHAHA..i'm dead.i so do need to buy corset now.hehehe.

now to end this post, i would like to thank my baby for being so sabar and layan je kerenah and mood saya yang macam angin taufan. and thank you also for trying your best to settlekan all the things that were pending sampai baby demam.get well soon dear.love you.

July 12, 2010

world cup is over dll

so the world cup is over.
no i didn't watch the game.i mean i watch like 5 mins then i changed the channel.
traffic will be back.
now kena tolak from work earlier.
and office will be full with people again.
i wish world cup is not yet over.

i have 2 more months.
kad kahwin pun blom tempah.
i guess that's all that's pending as for now.

met up with Kak Su. she's starting on our baju already.
and sayangku have not yet tempah his tux.hopefully he will when he comes back.

oh another great news..after 2 years of nothing at last we got something.
betul ape orang tua cakap..bile nak bina masjid, pintu rezeki akan terbuka.
Alhamdulillah ours have. terima kasih. syukur.

oh pengapit saya bercadang mahu pakai warna pink..maka pengapit faiz, sile la cari baju pink.hehe..maybe we should provide the kain to our pengapits??? what do you think boo?

isi borang kahwin sangat complicated. especially in my case.uwaaa...i'm torn.
why suddenly semua nak emo and sensitif over this matter? both important to me but please just be happy with what i have decided..can?both will be there. so the end. hope both will understand my decision and i think it's fair to both.sekian.

saya tengah cari kereta sewa untuk pegi ke langkawi nanti. i've emailed a few but all of them have not yet returned any replies. pegi sana baru cari ke?tengokla camne.

my dear friend is away for her trip. hope she's enjoying her holiday. she should. forget about work for awhile. have fun dear. =)